To my boys

Tomorrow you will officially be my sons on paper, and by law.  Oh how I have prayed for this day.  I have sat down several times to write something meaningful to you, while the emotions are all inside.  It has been a busy day, as most are these days, and at the end of the day as I am working on your adoption cards and gifts, the words just aren't flowing. 

I love you two so much.  I feel SO blessed that you will be part of this family forever.  I prayed for you a long time ago.  I longed for you, hoping that I would some day fill the hole in my heart...the hole that was telling me our family wasn't quit complete yet.   The moment I held both of you in my arms, I knew you were meant to be my sons.  I longed, I prayed....I prayed for what would be best for you, and I also begged God to keep you safe, and to always be loved.  I am so glad that he chose you for me, and me to be your mom.  I love how that sounds.  I am your MOM!   You are loved by so many.  It has been such a blessing to see your sisters' and brother's love for you.  They adore both of you, and you have changed our family for the better.  Daddy loves you so much too.  We are both so happy to have you in our family.  We are so excited to be able to sign those papers, get your new birth certificates, and know that you will be forever ours.